Saturday, August 15, 2009
Up till today I still doubt the bond that we have. Is it just so fragile that it can be broken that easily? I wonder, what is the point of having it all and at the end I still feel like I have been standing alone all this while. OH MY GOSH. EMO-NESS STRIKES AGAIN.
WARNING!!!Leave if you don't want to listen to it, I have gave warning. I thought the bond that we always have all this while is strong enough to last us till- I have no idea how long but I guess till we lay down the coffin? But I was so wrong, this is all a wrong assumption. As I had grow older, the bond and also the gap between us grow and grow more each day. I felt that I don't know who you were anymore, a stranger that I call friend. A stranger that I thought knew so well but yet I still feel so new. After all the we have been through, you doubt our friendship? Doubting am I your true friend? And if it is so, then congrats, you have made me doubt myself too. I have been asking myself each day what have I done wrong to make you doubt so much on how true I am to you. Can't you just be more understanding to understand situations? You always wanted things your way and if you are not satisfied, you will just give that kind of look. Maybe I was wrong but this is what I see and feel. Do you know how much it hurts each time we have this 'cold war'. Maybe it doesn't affect you but if you realise, this has make more and more barrier between us. And is this barrier that make us cannot communicate anymore and we have to use shouting to communicate just because this barrier has made us so deaf. Being on the top and sacrificing this friendship is just simply a too big amount to be trade. Will you be there for me? If you doubt will I be there for you, the answer is certainly YES.
Okay, emo season is over. Get back to life. Lalalala. Stuck to the song 'I will remember you by
Sarah Mclaughlin'.
Isn't Pooh just so cute??
3:18 PM
Isn't Pooh just so cute??