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2010-03-17T12:51:00.003+08:00

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Facts!

2009-11-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

Well this comes up pretty random due to when my dad was smoking in the living room. I came to realise this after I came back from the Cameron trip. I not only realise that the air in Cameron was much more fresher but also the fact that why do I keep on sneezing is because of the air pollution in Penang and also all those smokes. This has been clearly proved every time my dad smokes in the balcony and it doesn't matter whether I am in the room or not, I would still feel slightly lack of oxygen. Science applied, combustion needs plenty of oxygen. And every weekend when I woke up from bed where my parents would burn incense, my nose would start to itch again and the sneezing would come back. In conjunction, not only my nose would be effected, my eyes would start to turn red again. During the 4 days in Cameron, this two things has never occur despite the little smokes from the lorries and pass by smokers. Alright, I shall go back to continue reading my Midnight Sun. Hopefully my dad would read this but I am so sure he wouldn't for I still haven't figure out a proper way to tell him without offending him. Wish me luck.XD

My Birthday. (part 1)

2009-11-05T15:21:00.012+08:00

I know this is a very late post because the picture is held hold by Chery. So I am not going to write much but just show pictures. Went to Harvest In Cafe during my birthday. Was suppose to go accounts tuition and fell asleep in the car. When I woke up, walah, I am in front of the restaurant. They have called my dad and plan about it.XD. There is actually a surprise party too. But as usual, Chery never give me the full pictures want. I think I am going to have to wait for another month. Pictures shall do the talking.

The planners.

My car is here.

Under the sleepy condition looking at the menu.

Happy.XD

The appetiser.

My pressie from Sue.

Chery's chicken.

Sue's sausage.

And my black pepper lamb.

The feast begin.

Phone calls.

Smile.

The desert. Like the ice-cream though.

Then we proceed outside to vain while waiting for my dad.

Me and all the presents.

Yours truly.

Groupie.

Take 2.

Take 3.

Take 4.

And we were in Coffee Bean,Gurney.

Thanks to all of you who had made my day, including the photographer Jolene.

Yong Enterprise Award day.

The Forple Enterprise. Proudly we won 2nd for challenge trophy and most profitable stall.

Certificates were given out to everyone.XD

Behold for there is more. Since, I am going Cameron tomorrow, I will update when I get back. There is so much to update more. I will go according to this order.
1. Cameron camp.
2. My Birthday (Part 2). All the presents.
3. More recent happenings.

Pre-Birthday.

2009-10-10T12:33:00.004+08:00

Hello again. This place has really been dead for a period of time. Well it is like a day more till my birthday. Yay. The most awaiting day throughout the whole year. There is so much I got to say about those surprises my loved oneS has made for me yesterday and I still feel that I am dreaming.I shall blog about it more when I got the pictures from Chery and Jo. All I got to say is thank you all for everything eventhough it was just a short dinner.XD. The presents are still on my table untouched. hahahaha. They are to dear to be open. A sneak peak of the presents.

The grocery bag is from Sue and the red one is from Lenna. Carmen's is inside with Sue's.XD

Mooncake Festival

2009-10-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

I am very emo now. My parents have leave me home alone and went out while it is only like half an hour till mooncake festival. To the Chinese, this is suppose to be a day of reunion with FAMILY not friends. Naneyo. And the whole FAMILY is suppose to eat mooncake together and not leaving their daughter home alone and online. KER-BAU. Okay, this is very random. But I am here to wish Charmaine Cheang, my so called daughter a happy sweet 16. Eh, why are you older than me? Nevermind. I won't get you a guinea pig nor a skate board. So you just wait. Till then. Will update more tomorrow on MOONCAKE FESTIVAL.

Happy birthday Charmaine.Happy mooncake festival too.

~8 more days.XD~

Problems.

2009-09-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

I could have seen this coming. But never knew it would be so soon. Here are some simple explanation. Though I might leave some details, but it is all for private reasons. I am not defending nor siding anyone. I am just saying what I know.
The reason why I think she did this is because she was so new to this environment around us. And being the always innocent her has now turn to realize that not everything in life is good. She is strong and smart but one thing in common with everyone else is the attitude of stubborn. She could even stand in her two feet even though the whole world falls on her, but the only thing that has killed her was the word friendship.
I have no shock knowing that she has left everything. We can see it from two perspective. The bad side she is irresponsible. The good side, it wasn't her job at all. But I think I shall take the blame from her for I felt guilty. It feel like I am the culprit for all this that has happen. So I would just want to say sorry to the ones that has to bear the consequences and I will make and do anything to make it all right.
It's already the end anyway. So yeah, all I could say was Sorry.

Lack of updates.

2009-09-15T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hello fellow readers, I am back into business. I know, I know, this place is very deserted and lack of updates. But don't worry, I assure you I will update it by this coming Sunday. So here will be things that I will be updating.
1. The hotel stay that happened long time ago.
2. the frog dissection.
3. Jo's birthday if there is any thing going on.

Well keep coming for more. XD. Chaoz.

Addicted to 'Come home-One Republic'

Yasmin Ahmad's Ad.

2009-09-01T23:49:00.003+08:00

We often say, 'Haiyo, Malaysian movie where can watch want?'. But this lady has not just make good movies but she has also made good advertisements for Petronas during all the festival. It is always on the screen but we never realize how much meaning this advertisements bring although it is just plainly less than 3 minutes. Here are my few favourites tv ads by Yasmin Ahmad that me and my sister use to laugh on. But now looking back at it, it bring real touches to the heart. Why not spend a few minutes watching it?
Don't leave your folks alone. Appreciate them for without them, you won't be who you are now.

Me and my sis laugh at this when it was first in the TV because the grandma has not enough time to count all the money the friend's children earn. But now looking back at it, it actually has lot's of meaning in it.

This has made me want to hug my grandma everytime I see her. XD.

This is purely sad for he don't know what does a reunion dinner means or how does it feels like.

Sad. Really sad.

Love this so much. Thank my father and also the Father above for all that I am today.

Don't treat your folks this way for you never want your future to be like that too.

Now do you feel bad for asking money?

Almost cried in this one.

My personal favourite. Even I don't have the guts to say things like this.

There is more in Youtube for here just can't contain it all. After watching all these videos, it just make me want to weep. Not to mention a show, even this ads is already good enough. So Malaysia do have good producer although the probability of it is like 0.000001 to the rest of them who made movie like Cicakman.XD. A few movie recomendation Sepet, Gubra and Talentime. They are good. Got to go for now before Lenna nags me about my report again. Chaoz.

Lol.

Garfield.

2009-08-30T16:22:00.006+08:00

Has been very hooked up on a site lately just to read comics. And the site is non other than Garfield. What I found was I actually have a lot of in common with it. Here is what the site describe about Garfield.
-Loves to eat lasagna.
-Hates raisins.
-Fat and lazy.
-Has a passion for Italian food.
-Loves TV.
-Hates Monday.
-He's all sass and sarcasm but he has a soft sides too.
-He is very ignorant.
-He loves his teddy Pooky (which he found in Jon's drawer).
-Deep down inside he loves his owner Jon and his dopey pal Odie.

See,he do have feelings and not only ignorant.

I think I have above everything that Garfield have except I don't have a owner. XD. This is out of boredom. I love my teddy bear. And there is one there is alive and has now become Val's teddy. You know who you are. Well that's it. Bye.

This is what my dad has been asking me to do this whole holiday.

And he has been calling me this since then.

Have a little fun with my dogs.

Couldn't agree with this more.XD.

YE talk and PRS outing.

2009-08-26T22:51:00.015+08:00

This is a very late post but I shall revive my dead blog and since I am bored then I shall do it. It was on a Wednesday sometime ago which I think is on end of July. To me, it is a very busy Wednesday. This is because there is two things going on during the same day.
1. YE workshop in Dell Pacific Asia.
2. PRS hiking to 48 from Botanical Garden.
So I shall start with morning. Went to school and reach about 6.30am and upon arrival and settle down it is already like 7.00am. Then Jinq Wen and Cezanne came and Miss Peri show up. I was actually wondering why is she so early since the workshop only starts at 8.30am and it is only the Dell in Bayan Lepas which is not that far. The next thing I know is, we have to go over the bridge. The Dell was at the mainland. So Miss Peri as going like 100km/h which freak us all out in her tiny Kancil. I was very happy because for a normal and non-working members of Dell, we cannot just enter the factory without any reasons. And this is the only time I think I will be entering Dell. I shall let the picture do the talking. For your information, the talk was hell.

We were all given this sticker as a pass to enter.

Dell is super big. Even the walk to the cafeteria is super long.

The cafeteria is like some very grand hotel like that. Every table is made of marble. Proven, Dell is loaded with $$.

Even the toilet is long and nice. I would spend like an hour there.

The people around from other school.

We were given a stack of papers. Killing more and more trees. They just simply don't use the front and back.

We are also required to take down notes and do some activities. This is Cezanne.

Jinq Wen. The MD.

And me with Cezanne next to me.

Miss Peri was busy reading while we were bursting our head thinking how to do.

And we have some fun then. Talk to the hand.

The MD, the Finance and Operational Director.

This is our lunch. We were stuffing everything into our mouth.

And that is the end of the Dell talk. Dell feed us like we are cow only. Only from morning till 1.30pm, they provide us breakfast, 2 breaks and a lunch. Imagine that. Well on our way back, Miss Peri was on the phone with her boyfriend AGAIN while she was driving and she told her boyfriend she was driving at 70km/h. But the fast is SHE IS GOING LIKE 120KM/H. We almost collapse but thanks to her speed we manage to reach school in time.
Upon arrival at school, I have to rush to change to my PJ attire. And then there comes the bus. Only 13 of us went for the hike including Pn. Annie. The rest stay st school and finish up some work since they cannot go for the hike. We begin our hike at like 2.45pm. Now I shall blind you people again.

At the beginning.

Not even 1/48 of the hike.

Take a break. *Chery, Jo, Carmen *with her pointy hands*, Shinq, and Pei Ying.

Change camera man. Pei Ying, Shinq, Jo, Me and Carmen.

Fighting to get up.

Another rest stop.

Me and Chery.

Waiting for the rest to come up.

At the mean time, we saw this mirror. Click on the picture for enlargement.

Want to die already. Are we there yet?

No. But it is another stop pit.

Yay....

Look at Chery, she is so small. Jo's hand is so big.

Look at the strong Chery. She is taking me. *lol*

Now vice versa.

The two camera shy girl. Shinq and Pei Ying.

Then the hike continue.

Peace.

Here I come. This is 46. Most of them stay here to wait for us. Now we have the motivation to go to...

Tadah.... 84. Phew~~ Long hike.

The two puppy we see while enjoying the fresh air and also free coffee, tea and water.

Then now we go down. Some of them wait us in the middle of the road.

Beautiful Penang.

On the way down.

The threesome.

Chery and me.

Me and Jo.

Look at the narrow steps. Legs were shaking going down these steps.

Land~~~

With Sevita. XD

The bus is finally here. We saw Nicole David on the way walking out to the bus.

The end.

That is it. My busy and tiring day followed by tuition till 10pm. Now here is a comic which I love the most and I am sharing with you people. Updates are coming on it's way still.

Pictures above are 1/2 courtesy to Jo.
p.s:click on certain picture for a clearer view.

Send it on.

2009-08-17T23:04:00.005+08:00

I have never really adore any song sang by Disney Channel cast before. Till lately, Galaxie has introduce me to a song sang by 6 Disney cast which got me so hook and addicted to it. It is featuring The Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato. This song is seriously nice and sort of make me reminiscing a lot. *laugh out loud*. Well here is the song. Enjoy and get hooked on it like how it has programmed on my mind. All in all, THEY CAN SING. And they look so good with each other. I think they should be couples. *wide smile*

A words,just a word
'til you mean what you say

And love,isn't love
'til you give it away

We've all gotta give

Yes,something to give
To make a change

[Chorus:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on

Just Smile

And the world

Will smile

along with you..

That small act of love
That's meant for one
Will become two

If we take the chances..

The chance circumstances

Imagine all we can do

[Chorus:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on

Send it on..

There's power in all of the choices we make

So I'm starting now there's not a moment to wait

A word,just a word
'til you mean what you say

And love,isn't love
'til you give it away

Send it on
(Send it on)
On and on
(on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
(be a part)
Reach a heart

Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
We'll help it start
Make us strong
Shine a light and
Give it on

Shine a light and send it on..

Life.

2009-08-15T15:18:00.003+08:00

Up till today I still doubt the bond that we have. Is it just so fragile that it can be broken that easily? I wonder, what is the point of having it all and at the end I still feel like I have been standing alone all this while. OH MY GOSH. EMO-NESS STRIKES AGAIN. WARNING!!!Leave if you don't want to listen to it, I have gave warning. I thought the bond that we always have all this while is strong enough to last us till- I have no idea how long but I guess till we lay down the coffin? But I was so wrong, this is all a wrong assumption. As I had grow older, the bond and also the gap between us grow and grow more each day. I felt that I don't know who you were anymore, a stranger that I call friend. A stranger that I thought knew so well but yet I still feel so new. After all the we have been through, you doubt our friendship? Doubting am I your true friend? And if it is so, then congrats, you have made me doubt myself too. I have been asking myself each day what have I done wrong to make you doubt so much on how true I am to you. Can't you just be more understanding to understand situations? You always wanted things your way and if you are not satisfied, you will just give that kind of look. Maybe I was wrong but this is what I see and feel. Do you know how much it hurts each time we have this 'cold war'. Maybe it doesn't affect you but if you realise, this has make more and more barrier between us. And is this barrier that make us cannot communicate anymore and we have to use shouting to communicate just because this barrier has made us so deaf. Being on the top and sacrificing this friendship is just simply a too big amount to be trade. Will you be there for me? If you doubt will I be there for you, the answer is certainly YES.
Okay, emo season is over. Get back to life. Lalalala. Stuck to the song 'I will remember you by

Sarah Mclaughlin'.

Isn't Pooh just so cute??

Updates

2009-08-14T22:44:00.004+08:00

Updates will be coming up soon. Be patient. I don't have all the time in the world and I am like having not enough time for myself too.

Second reason I won't change October is because it's the best month.*lol*

This tells us don't be too cheeky at times. You will never know who is watching you.

Random.

2009-08-03T16:28:00.001+08:00

Will update again soon and I know this is random. Just love the picture for the picture says it all.

YE Sales.

2009-08-01T13:51:00.005+08:00

Since I am so bored at home partially rotting already, I shall update the day 2 of YE sales. I know it's a bit late but bare with it. *haha* During the second day of sales, Yean Shinq reached the earliest for only God knows why. My school was the latest to reach and to set up the stall. Me and OZY reach later after Yean Shinq said she reached already. Upon arrival, most of the store is either half set up or they are all checking stocks. So the three of us being enthusiastic setting up the stall alone. And as a results, I think we set up faster than those who came earlier. *laughing* I shall let the picture do the talking.

Yean Shinq and Ozy checking stock.

The stall is finally set up.

The upper part of the stall.

And this is also the day I did something very hideous. During somewhere around the afternoon, our bookmark stick went out of stock. The demand was to good. And we still have like so many orders and people asking for it. So wanting to satisfy the people's need, Jo and Jinggy went to search for the whole Queensbay mall for tongue depressor. Sadly, non of the shops have them. Jo decided to call the dad for help. And being a good dad, 'super dad is there to the rescue'. Jo and Jinq went to somewhere near to look for tongue depressor and the moment the shop keeper say 'Owh, got. How many you need?' Jo and Jinq jump in joy and say 'YES.' But there is something which is still missing, how to poke the hole in the stick? They brainstormed and say we use hammer and nails. But there were no hammers. They called me and say 'Pat go find hammer.' Me being clueless, where to find hammer in the middle of the mall? Went to information counter, they say they foremen was not working. Thank God I saw a friend of my mum and ask her she got or not? She brought me to MNG to borrow hammer. And yes, they have it. So I ran up to the roof top to meet up with them and we started spraying. I was so exhausted as I had to run from one end to the other end and back to another end. We hid our self in some corner so that people won't notice us and accuse us for vandalising the car park. Then there comes the part where we fear the most, the security guard. I was still spraying when he walk towards us. Then he started to ask,

Guard: Apa kamu buat ini?
Jinggy: Ini untuk YE sales.
Me: Jinggy no more spray already. DIE.
Guard: *looking at the way I spray* Eh bukan spray macam itu lah, mai saya tunjuk.

Then he started showing me how to spray then he walks away. We were laughing like mad cow and at the same time sweating like hell.
What I didn't know is there are so many aeroplanes that pass by Queensbay. We have fun looking at how big they get from high above the sky till so near.

Jinq and Jo making sure the stick dry already. Me spraying. *XD*

It is not easy okay.

Hoping the pilots in the aeroplanes will see this. But they did not.

In able to save time, Jinggy has ran up and down 3 round to bring the already ready sticks up and down. Then the idea of nailing the hole downstairs is easier came. We brought all the sticks down and started nailing on the spot. So the chain was nail-draw-dry-put ribbon-pack-sell. A lot of other schools came to see us nailing and started taking picture. Well I did too.

This is what I call hands on.

We should be rewarded for this.

Then it comes to 7 something already. Every school started having promotion and from there their prices drop drastically. Example, for a notebook, Rm10-RM9.90-RM8.00-Rm4.00. I pity the people who bought earlier the day. But our company being the honest one, we never did the promotion. I really mean NEVER. We did not lower down the price too. Then upon striking 8.00pm, we started packing and cleaning the stall. As usual, we packed the fastest too. Then me and Jinq went for dinner for we are so hungry. But before we leave, we took a group picture.The end.
And now is time to prepare for the Citi sales and the reports and all and I shall declare YE is finally over.

Updates

2009-07-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

More updates coming up tomorrow on last day of YE sales. It's time to have a long sleep right now. Will be skipping school tomorrow. Too worn out already. Bye.

YE Sales.

2009-07-25T22:09:00.005+08:00

It's been a long a tiring week. This whole week is all about YE. I think I stay in class less than 1 hour everyday to study. I spend all of my school time in the Electronic room and the KH room. Has a lot of fun, fights and arguments in that two room. Well it's pretty normal because when we work, we tend to fight. *laughing*.
But all this is paid up. Today was the first day of YE sales in Queensbay. Went there at 8 something in the morning with OZY. Upon arrival, we have to set up the booth already. After that, we went for breakfast since there is too many people on duty and some felt hungry. I shall let the picture do the talking. To tired to type already.

Was doing this the night before. Only went to buy all the stuff from Tesco at 10pm and do till 1am. Thanks dad for helping. Heart you.

The first to be printed out. The white rat. But it ended up nice.

Stall set up.

Little vain-ing moments.

From left, Chery, Joanne and OZY. They left me behind. Strolling around while it is still quiet and empty.

Waiting for the entrance to open and people to come in to the mall.

Group picture take 1. Not all though. Only the morning shifts want.

Take 2.

Breakfast at McD. She is still half asleep.

Me and Jinggy.

Then off we go to work. Non-stop promoting our products until saliva ran out and standing for hours. Everyone was so busy with everything and even Lenna also came to help due to some accidents. Me and Jinggy has ran the whole mall just to find white color ribbon because it was out already. Was like having a long marathon across Queensbay. Then later the Uhu gam went out. And off we go running to Popular again. Till at like 2.30pm, we went for lunch at Pizza Hut. Even lunch time we still have to work. Preparing how to present to the CM when he come.

Eat and work.

Me and big teddy before we close shop.

Well I work from 8.30am till 8.30pm. It's 12 hours okay. When I reach home I was all worn out and thank God my dad cut me a big bowl of apple and pears. Well tomorrow is the last day, so do come and support still. Till then, chaoz.

Outing!

2009-07-18T20:59:00.005+08:00

So yesterday my school had this thing called the 'Green Run'. We have this like every year. Another name for green run is cross country. And so I went with the only hope of it raining or just go there for the sake of attendance. My jogging mate was Chery. We were like jogging/walking all the way up and running all the way down for two big rounds. The best part was upon reaching the finishing line, the person in charge was shouting last two numbers to make it for the lucky draw. I guess you would know the ending. Yes, Chery got the 69th and I got the 70th and we made it for the lucky draw. While waiting for the lucky draw winner to be announced and the winner of the run, we were given ice-cream and is ask to settle down thus, I ask Jinggy to take picture of the surrounding area since I did not bring my phone along. So picture courtesy to Jinggy.

Don't we all look so colorful?

Randomly took.

Oops...get caught for snapping picture.

And here come the time for prize giving ceremony. Coincidentally, I was sitting at the very front and Pn. Tan K. C is in charge of the prize, so she just called me to help. Being the GOOD me, I went. Then it comes to the lucky draw time and Pn. Yow the headmistress is giving out the top 10 prizes for lucky draw, 6 of it was 4gb Kingston pendrive. For your information, I have been longing to get 1 pendrive since very long ago. And so standing there with the prize, I was like 'Pn. Yow, pick my number. It is 70.' There goes Pn. Yow hand into the box and there it is, the announcer announce, 'Patricia Ho dari 4 Science 2'. I was so happy. Then went back with Sue while Chery fetch Jo and Jinggy back with her.

The pendrive. I feel my school very cheapskate. They have to put the price behind the pendrive so big. Its RM68.

We run so hard in able to have this 4 cards and to get to the top 70.

Me and Sue while waiting for the other side to get ready.

As you can see, we are very tired.

As soon as Chery's side is all ready, my dad drive me and Sue to go pick up Chery, Jo and Jinggy from Chery house and off we got to Gurney. This time is to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Have been waiting for this movie for a long time. Upon arrival in Gurney, we went to pick the tickets and go for lunch in a Taiwanese restaurant. I don't know why but I just love the way the deco the place.

The light.

Me and Jinggy.

Picture of the day. Chery, Jo, Sue and I.

Yes, we all look very tired. And so after lunch went walk around and ended up in MPH. Me and Jinggy was having like heart-to-heart talk since it's been a while since we really talk that much and Jolene being the funny one trying to listen to our convo. Me and Jinggy tried so hard just to get to a place to talk alone.*laughing. It's okay Jolene, will tell you other time.* Then off we go to the movie. The show was awesome, some movie spoiling, Dumbledord died. After the show went for dinner at McD and Jinggy went back with Chery. And like half an hour later Jo's dad reach and me, Jo and Sue went to accounts tuition together. That practically is the day. It's just so nice that I have a talk with Jinggy again. Behold Jinq, there is more in a way more detailed. Chaoz.

*click to enlarge* That is how I feel sometimes. Except for the falling part.

Emotional

2009-07-16T21:42:00.004+08:00

When things get undone, people get frustrated.
When people get frustrated, they need to release.
Some may release in a wrong way and some may not even tell you.
It's all just on how you manage your anger.

Emotional has been playing around me lately. There are moments when I just felt so happy. But in the other side, form 5 is approaching. And after SPM what is next? Are we still going to be together still? School is no longer the place for us to meet. Then we will all be so reluctant to find time just to come out and hang out. Then what? That is the end? Well if it is so, why do we always fight for the even tiniest thing right now that get us so emotional? I just love all the shouts and laugh we have together. Even though we fight like almost everyday in class, and yet it felt good. When we fight we tend to get closer each time. I don't know what will come next. Just let it comes as time comes by.

Reminisce.

How long this journey will last still?

And Jo, I still feel that I have high EQ.haha.

Exams is over.

2009-07-15T17:28:00.005+08:00

Do you hear the shout? Well I definitely do. It says 'FREEDOM IS HERE'. Second test is finally over and I am so glad that I don't have to wake up early in the morning just to study anymore.
Well I have so many things to blog about. I shall start from before exam. Me, Joanne and Chery had skipped school on the Friday before exam due to the school is running a program called 'Bacathon' which is very stupid, so we skipped. Joanne came to my house like 9am in the morning and we went to Chery's house. The plan was to study, but we ended up doing some other thing. I have very limited pictures. Sad right.

FoodS we brought.

YE card boards.

And only at the end, books.

Well picture above was the some other things we did. We spend most of our time eating, talking nonsense, watching Youtube, cutting the card board and only at the end of half and hour doing add maths. *lol*. What do you expect right? What we do best is doing crazy stuffs. Should see what got on Joanne's mind. 'Juliette' the dance. *inside joke*

And now let's talk about exam. Most of the Science subject had been screwed by me, not included add maths. I tell you, if I were given a chance to break the law, I will burn mr. Kelvin's house. He is very good in maths but that doesn't proves that we are up to his standard right?*smile widely*. And yes the best part of all is I fail my Chemistry. I am so happy because eventhough I failed, but I improve. Isn't that great? And yes Valerie Yentl Tan, I still think you copy me. I know you will read this. *hahahahaha*. So exam is killing trees and also human. I shall skip to the next part then.

Actually, I have nothing much to say anymore because there is no words that can describe what I want to say for now. Well everything comes in 3, no matter is is the good, the bad or the ugly. They will all comes in 3. And the two of the bad that I had already been through has got my faith really shaken. Everytime when I stand tall and have a new hope again, it will somehow be destroyed. And I don't know how much more longer I could take it without doubting Him. Well I know He has a plan for everything and I shouldn't have doubt Him, but this is way too much. He knew it best and yet, well as I said, He has the plan. So for all the bad or ugly there is no one to blame. It's just...I don't know. Run out of words. I shall continue my post with songs to express how I felt. I think it is best that way.

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head saying,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels,
Lost with no direction,
My faith is shaking, but I
Got to keep trying,
Got to keep my head held high.

There's always going to be another mountain,
I'm always going to want to make it move,
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose.
(The song has just say's it all. It really is painful to see what you have worked for all this while just being destroyed like that.)

As I walk this land of broken dreams
I have visions of many things
But happiness is just an illusion
Filled with sadness and confusion

I can't stand this pain much longer
I walk in shadows searching for light
Cold and alone no comfort in sight
Hoping and praying for someone to care
Always moving and going nowhere

I'm searching though I don't succeed
Someone's love there's a growing need
All is lost there's no place for beginning
All that's left is an unhappy ending
Unhappy ending
(This is just so true. It's just the exact words that I can't put together in my mind just now.)

Tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
(realistic world)

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across
(What I wish for the most for now.)

Alone.

Comics.

2009-07-08T15:31:00.006+08:00

Well hello again. This time I would talk about what has everyone been doing. 2 years back then, everyone was so into Friendster. There are still people into it now but it is kind of outdated already. I remember that time everyone was like,' Eh you got Friendster or not?' 'add me, add me, ADD ME.' And today Friendster is like so yesterday. I wonder do people still log into their account or even remember their password?
And lately, my friends all have move from Friendster to Facebook. Almost everyday they would talk about how they were bought with a high price to work in a restaurant. This is freaking me out. Neither did I know, they even have a game called something Barn where you get to plant your own vegetable, harvest them and sell them. You could also steal vegetable from other people's farm or release some worms in their farm to kill their plants. This sounds ridiculous and childish? People all around the world are playing it like nobodies business.
Furthermore, after Facebook, they came up with this thing called Twitter. Celebrities around the world are very into it now. They would updates their Twitter by writing things like 'I have been to the beach today and I got so TAN.OMG.' Yes, that is what Twitter is about.
To me, I was having a mind to get a Facebook. But I think over it again, after some time, Facebook will be like the Friendster now. Outdated and useful. So here is a strip where I find it pretty true and funny.

And lately I have been reading Snoopy a lot. I feel Snoopy is a very warm-hearted dog. Most important, HE IS ADORABLE. He understand how others feel. Chaoz.

Fruit season.

2009-07-05T18:58:00.006+08:00

This is my happiest season and the best season of the year. Well that is to me. Every year at this season, I will be all hype up and excited. Wondering why and what makes me so excited. It is of course the FRUIT SEASON. My granny came back today from her trip to Taiping. On the way back home this morning, her friend has invited her to one of her orchard in somewhere near Penang Hill. So my grandma has agreed. Upon arrival back home, granny has called me down and help her to carry her goods. The first thing that came to my mind was,'same old goods from Tesco or Sunshine.' But that has prove me wrong. The first thing I smell when I open the car door was one of my favourite and the king of fruit,DURIAN. I was so excited and help her bring the durian up while she went to park the car. Neither did I know, there was more. Shall let the picture do the talking for I am now savouring one of the fruits. So there were....

DURIANS.

RAMBUTAN.

BANANAS. Not in pyjamas.

Local APPLE.

PEARS.

MANGOSTEEN.

Let me teach you a trick. Try asking your friend next time whether how many slices of fruit inside this mangosteen contains. Turn to the back and count the petals of the flower.

Walah...there were 7.

And of course how can I miss out DURIAN KUIH.

My granny opening the Durian.

The products of it. Of course there is more.

Well this is the reason why I love my granny. She will peel all the rambutan skin for me to savour them. XD.

So I think that is it. Don't you just feel like going to the market now and buy some fruits. The fruits above are all freshly pluck. There were no wax added into the skin of apple and also pear. Which means I can eat them as soon as they are wash and no need cutting. Yay. I cut my hand the previous time cutting apple and it is still not fully recover yet. Here are some jokes.

Pat: I eat apple everyday. Well at least a fruit a day.
Chery: You better not eat so much I tell you, later you will grow a stick like the apple then grow leaves some more, on your head.
Pat: Miss Sarah, eating too much apple will grow the stick want meh? (she was explaining her friend turning orange because of too much vitamin A)
Miss Sarah: *sarcastically* So if you eat too much durian, you will grow thorns is it?
Pat: Chery say want. *pointing at Chery*.

Laugh all you want. That is what me and Chery do everyday in class and I enjoy doing silly things like this. Or else life in class would be just simply dull and boring. Alright, I shall stop here for this post and go savour all my fruits. Chaoz.

I just love her. She is my super hero. Always to my rescue no matter what.

Unapprciated.

2009-07-03T16:47:00.003+08:00

Walah~~I am back again. Well I just have so many things to spill out and blog about. But firstly, I am here and proudly saying that this is the 100th post of my blog. Don't you feel that time flies just so fast? It has been just like yesterday only when I started this blog and now this is already the 100th post. This blog has been like part of my life, as in like place where I store all my most wonderful moments and it has also slowly been like an Internet diary to me. All in all, blog has been a great invention.
Secondly...I don't know what is second. Well since it has been part of my feelings, I shall pour out on how I felt these days toward things that has been happening in my life. Lots of things happened lately in just a short period of time. Obviously I won't state what really has been happening for I think it is suppose to be private and confidential-only God knows.
Do you feel unappreciated sometimes? Well I never thought things like that would come to my mind. But I have heard lots of it and this is how they feel. As life goes by, people tend to get busier and busier form day to day. And when they are busy, works tend to get done a little slower. But that doesn't mean it is not done. All they need is time. But in this reality world, there is no time for you. Is either you do it or you leave it. And just because of one tiny mistake that you have made to not do it, it will ruin your whole stack of good records. And your boss/head will judge you accordingly towards the little mistakes that you have done. And instead of telling you how unhappy they are upon your presentation, they will just simply demote you silently. Well the worst part is when they demote you, to make you feel less wrong, they still give you some little respect towards your faithfulness and just give you a place where they think it suits you the most.
In my opinion, what is the point then? Maybe they will never know but I feel people like this are horrible. They just ditch you aside by offering you a place where is so low that people around you thinks you are incapable anymore. AND IT IS ALL JUST SOME MISTAKES YOU HAVE MADE. Hello, we people are not Jesus. That's why we are here on earth because we are not perfect. And yeah, that is reality and reality bites. So my little advice is DITCH THE JOB BACK.*smile* Isn't it better? Instead of doing what you don't like. Well this is my opinion. If it clashes with yours, then I am sorry. And this post doesn't mean to offend anyone either.
Well that is it for this post. Shall blog again some other time.

Same old thing. When I don't say doesn't mean I don't feel. All that has happened has made me more numb and more ignorance towards a lot of things. And in the end it gets harder to open up. In the end I will be just a perfect stranger.

*imagine every laugh turns into a tear*

Quotes.

2009-06-29T15:24:00.002+08:00

Here are some quotes I found online according to the bible scripture which is actually nice. And I am trying to obey them as life comes.

I love babies. Only when they are still babies though. *haha*

Yes. He is the one I will always turn to when I am in need and He will come to my rescue.

Even when I feel my world is falling apart, I will still trust Him for He has a plan for me.

Indeed. He is the reason I smile and laugh daily and keep me together to keep moving on.

And I put all my trust in Him for He knows all my flaws.

I thank Him for making me.

Everything is easy with Him by my side.

The hardest thing for me to do. And I believe I can do it with Him.

And this is my prayer.

ACTSperiment.

2009-06-27T23:06:00.005+08:00

O.O

I have finally get what I have waited all this while. Well it is not practically mine but no harm doing little piracy though for the sake of own use. XD. I was longing to borrow this from another friend, but sadly that friend is just so forgetful. Kill him. *laughing*. Thank God Mun Yee has the same thing and is willing to let me rip it. Thank you Mun Yee. And wanting to know what that is? Here it is.

*Screams.*

Yes indeed. It is the Revolution Tour Concert album. Here are some songs that are inside the
album. The one I like the most is 'God of everything' and also Kubrikan hidupku'.

It is just so nice. They have a very strategic marketing skill too. They only sell this album when they have their tour where everyone will grab it for it is not sell anywhere else. They also sell T-shirts too. Which I did not manage to buy it, AGAIN. Maybe next year. I shall stand there even before they set up the stall. Just joking.

Well I am very lazy to continue writing anymore. Shall update on Career Day and Shu Ern's birthday as soon as I got the pictures in my hand. Till the next post.

Happy Birthday Camelia. You have 2 more years to legal.

Saddening.

2009-06-25T18:20:00.001+08:00

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind

I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on longer than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did she make you cry?
Can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live on
Because I have no regrets for loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with her, so I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live on
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever
I pray for you

This song goes by a Korean song named 'Haru Haru (day by day). The one and only song I like from the group Big Bang. This is just a simple translation of the song. Tata.

Stress out.

2009-06-24T23:34:00.003+08:00

What is the worst time to fall sick? Is to know you still have mountains and oceans of work to finish. I am sure everyone had gone through this. A typical student's life. And now I am going to blow soon which is for sure. So many thing haven't done.
1. Never ending homework. No idea why.
2. Physics exhibition thing. Oh no.
3. Marching competition is on Friday and there is no practice yet.

Only this three can turn me upside down. Has been going through insomnia ever since school started. Only God knows why. I can only sleep at around 1am and above and automatically woke up at like 5am and as usual go back to sleep. But that makes thing worst. I will get even more tired and go to school like a ZOMBIE. And in the zombie situation, I have to finish up my homework. I really don't get what I do in school daily. Is like I am not learning anything but yet the works that are given has no end.
And Physics exhibition thing. I have partly done like most of everything and now I still have to do the cardboard presentation? What is this man.
The worst thing of all is marching. It is not even my job and I am working with useless form representatives which is so irresponsible and that make me go crazy. Is not like I wanted to ask them to do work, the point is I don't have the time to do the work. I will do it myself if and only if I have TIME. Can't they understand. And the best reason I get today from one of them is 'I want to do my moral work. So I cannot go find people to join marching.' I am okay with that but the point is even after I finish my moral and essay work, she did not even write a single thing on her moral paper and keep on talking. OH MY GOSH. What is on this people's brain man? I keep on going after them and my boss keep on coming after me and pestering me. All I can do now is HOPE that tomorrow's ONE AND ONLY practice, there will be people coming.

Conclusion is, I only have time to die and not sick. Oh God, who can help me? Is there a shoulder to lie on? Anyone that I can hope on? Who could help me lighten my stress? Okay enough whining on this post. I need to chill.

Tell me what do you see in this picture? Do anyone hear? Do anyone care?

Sacrifice.

2009-06-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

This came up very randomly. Was talking to Cherylnn online and she never bother to reply me all due to the YOUTUBE. Then she ask me to update my blog. I wanted to because partly the blog is a little dull and secondly I am really bored until I want to rot already. So this is how the conversation goes.

PaTRiCiA- says: sien lah wei
cherylnn ;la dolce vita' says: i know what you doing
PaTRiCiA- says: nothing thats why lah so sien talk to you also sien lah haiyo
cherylnn ;la dolce vita' says: talk to you also what
PaTRiCiA- says: what you doing man?
cherylnn ;la dolce vita' says: tubing haha
PaTRiCiA- says: =.= babi
cherylnn ;la dolce vita' says: hahah what sien mah
PaTRiCiA- says: adoi.... what lah is there for me to do
cherylnn ;la dolce vita' says: blog
PaTRiCiA- says: blog bout what?
cherylnn ;la dolce vita' says: how i know you always have something to blog about what
PaTRiCiA- says: you give me a title naneyo
cherylnn ;la dolce vita' says: sacrifice
PaTRiCiA- says: chim nia sacrifice of what?
cherylnn ;la dolce vita' says: you think la i give title nia want
PaTRiCiA- says: sacrifice of a mother?father? apa ni say half tak mahu say half
cherylnn ;la dolce vita' says: simple listen when you want something you have to sacrifices something
PaTRiCiA- says: right i know that well want to go pangsai but lazy to walk hahahah okay we blog about sacrifices
cherylnn ;la dolce vita' says: yes in this world there is no free lunch you want something you have to sacrifices something like me i want to score well in exams but I'm not welling to sacrifices my youtube moments yet

See I told you, youtube has made a so many of my friend addicted to it like drugs. As I was saying, SACRIFICE is a big word. And I pretty much agree with what Chery say, 'when you want something, you would surely have sacrifice'. It does applies in our daily life. The difference is, whether is a willing or non-willing sacrifice or whether it is a big or small sacrifice. For example:
1. Wants to drink water but is to lazy to go grab it. The sacrifice is no water to drink.
2. Wants to save money, but saw a really 'nice' shirt. The sacrifice, no money saved.
3. Etc. etc.

Told you it applies in our daily life. But there is also sacrifice that is beyond measurements. The one and only one is LOVE. Love is another big word. But that is not the point. Everyone would love to be loved and share love. But it is not easy to love someone. To love someone there shall be a sacrifice. And again I take daily life as an example.
1. For God so love us, He gave His one and only Son to die for our Sins. That is one BIG sacrifice.
2. Parents care about our education, so they are willing to sacrifice time and money to just sent us to the best school and best tuition.

So you see, there are a lot of sacrifices that are done daily. But is it worth it or not its another thing and shall talk about that some other time. All in all, the conclusion is, we would have to make sacrifices just for the thing we love and care about. The end. Will update as soon as possible again.

Someday and if only that day comes, I will tell you what I really thinks. We are often fooled by a person's appearance. We never know what is behind those faces. Laughter can be a way way of expressing tears.

R.E week - part 2

2009-06-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

So today was R.E week day 2. It was held in the school hall. The message was the continuation of the yesterday's topic, ALIVE versus EXIST. I personally thinks it is very good. The message was so powerful that it brings shines to everyone's eye. Although to some it was pretty boring because today Pastor Thomas get things a little settle down and serious. There is also a short skit in the beginning on how this girl named Anna felt so empty inside. She might have everything in her life but there is just an emptiness in her heart. And she came to find the Filler to her heart. Then at the end we have the altar call. It was just so anointing. Miraculously I never cried this year. But there are more people out there dedicating and re-dedicating their life again to God. Which I am very happy to see. Hopefully next year's R.E week will be much more better, for it is my last year already.

Well today's message has brought something into my mind again. I have been so caught up with life and just am so busy with life. Have not been me for a long time. Putting a mask everyday and pretend that everything is alright. But right here God has really spoken to me. It is time for me to put aside the mask and really reflect back what I have been caught up in life that has been making me stuck in the 'Merry-Go-Round' for I am just going round and round and not anywhere. So it is time for me to put aside everything for there is just to much 'Ups and Downs' lately that has made me realize that no matter how much I tried and how much I pursue, the emptiness is never filled. Life is just like a show, and now is time to take a break.

When the stage is bare tonight
There’s no one else
Just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There’s no pretense
I’m on my knees

I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It’s all because of You
All because of You

The God I know
Righteous and Holy
The God I know
Faithful and true
The God I know
My tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The God I know
Light of the City
The God I know
Strengthens the weak
The God I know
Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we

This is my cry
My one desire
More of You
More of You

The church He knows
Righteous and Holy
The church He knows
Is faithful and true
The church He knows
A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The church He knows
Light of this city
The church He knows
Strengthens the weak
The church He knows
Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we

RE week-part 1.

2009-06-18T15:05:00.003+08:00

As I said in my previous post, today is Religious Emphasis day 1. So all the Christian went over to KDU for the talks while the Islam use the school hall. And not forgetting the Neutral group stayed in school also but they were around the classes I think. But what I know is there is fruits provided for them. And yes, it is unfair, but I had fun in KDU listening to pastor's preach. This year they invited Pastor Thomas again. He preach about ALIVE this time. He was showing us what is the difference between ALIVE and EXIST. I personally think that the preaching was seriously good. But sadly ever since the praise and worship, the projector had been keep on shutting off. We had no idea why.
At the end of all the preaching and all, Pn.Leong has shared a video with us. It is a local superstar sharing his testimony on how he become a Christian. And he is....*drum rolls*...GURMIT SINGH also known as PHUA CHU KANG. He has been sharing all his testimony whenever he receive awards or if he is invited to anywhere. Here is a little about his story. He came from a broken family and his mother is strike by lymphatic cancer. Sad right. Well you all can read more in Google and I will try to update the video if I can find it.
Sadly that Pn. Leong damn bad timing. On the most touching part and the part he is about to sing, she stop the video and on all the light. What the hell man.*hahaha*. But there is still a tomorrow and I am sure it will be a better day. Those who still want to go you all can. Just simply have to go to school hall after recess.
I had finally think of how to end the story of Natalie. Have been reading a lot of Nicholas Spark's book lately. For those who doesn't know him, he is a very famous love story writer. But his story is all very tragic. In each and every book he write, for sure there is someone who died. So here it is...

I died today. I died knowing what had really happen and the truth. All this while I thought I had everything I wanted but right now I am sitting here knowing I had nothing. I only care about my existence in the world but never really pursue for a life. I had everything a typical teenager may have but right here and right now I had nothing. It is just empty deep down inside. But then I came back with a new life that maybe many may not like, but through Him I found life and He had make even the worst time of life seems to be the best.

* The End*

Haih...I failed as a writer. But I know I can pass my English then it is enough already.*smile*. Will be keep on updating.

Life of Natalie-part 1

2009-06-17T17:11:00.002+08:00

I am super bored here. So I have decided to write a story. But I don't think it will be good though. Will be just writing for fun. Just read if you are bored. I shall name it 'Within the Reach'.

How could I not see that coming. It has been so obvious. And now there is nothing left that I could do except sitting here looking back at those memories that you left me with. I should have realise this from the very beginning. I would never hate you. You are the most important person to me. I guess it is all too late now.

* 2 Years ago *

My name is Natalie. I am now 17 years old and I am just like any other typical teenagers. To me, my life has never been this good. I have a great and supporting family, not to mention caring too, my grades are in an average standard, my love life...erm, I don't think I need one now. It is good enough that I have my friends around. They are like angels on Earth to me. Although many thinks they are stuck up and bossy but they means the world to me. How do I describe them? They are funny, happy all the time, crazy, and talk rubbish like nobodies business. But that is what I like about them. Carefree. Most of my friends , I had known them for like more than half of my life. Greatest gift I had ever had.

Ah no, I had run out of ideas on what to write.*lol* Don't have high hopes on continuation of the story because MONTHLY TEST are like so freaking near. Oh my, oh my. And I am not even prepared for it. That is the worst part. But no worries, I will keep updating this blog. This week is R.E week in my school. R.E stands for Religious Emphasis Week. I think my school is the only school which have this program. So tomorrow we are going to be separated into 3 groups. The Islamic, the Christian and the neutral group. The Christian and Islamic group will be having some programs going on in Kdu while the neutral group will be doing some stuffs in school. Will update on this more. Till the next post then.

High Heels Day Out.

2009-06-12T13:28:00.010+08:00

I am finally here to blog. Was so reluctant to blog but here I am. Out of boredom updating about Gurney during Wednesday. I called it the 'High heels day out'. Only half though. So the plan was me fetching Sue to Gurney and all of us have to wear high heels. But when we reach Gurney, Sue's leg has got a blister already. She lousy want. Look at her heels. It's not even like heels.

Then Chery and Jo came. Chery came without heels. We got angry at her so we vain-ed ourselves. But Jo took out later. Cos it doesn't go with her pants.

Later, went for lunch since Chery and Jo has not taken theirs. Went to...

My honey lemon tea.

Chery and Jo. Was having some arguments. Normal.

Then me and Sue vain-ed.

The food arrived. This is Jo's food.

Some meatball shared by Chery and Jo.

Chery's cheese baked with rice.

Had no idea what all this food is called. After lunch, went to walk around while waiting for the movie to start. The next thing we know is we are at the toilet again. This time funny things happen. I shall let the picture do the talking.

Oops, too bright.

Better.

Sue went to the toilet. The next thing we know is water coming out from the toilet she went in. What happen is she lose control of the water pipe. All of us laugh till we drop on the floor.*lol*.

Her pants got wet and she have to dry it this way. She take it for like 5 minutes?

Look at Jo laughing at her. Sorry Sue. We can't take it but to laugh.

Then Chery vain-ed alone.

And I joined along. *smile*.

In the escalator. Sue is gone. But there is a blue ghost behind. *inside joke*.

Then we went roam around popular. Start reading cook books and some other joke books. So funny. We went over the time we are suppose to be in movie. Rush like a mad cow to the cinema to watch....

The show is nice though. It is touching at some parts of the movie. Funny too. We all got so tired of walking so we went to settle down at A&W. Had like super funny talk there. I think the people in the next table thinks we are crazy.

Sue staring at me.

And Jo trying to do something.

And I say 'Pahboh'. Means stupid in Korean I think.

And after having rest there we continue to roam around until its like 7pm. Went to eat dinner at Chopper Board due to having tuition right after Gurney. And look at Sue's dead reaction.

We were all so worn out. Was so afraid we will sleep in add maths tuition too. He teaches very slow and he talk very soft. So at like 7.45pm, we went to change. Transform into the tuition look.

Before.

After.

Before.

After.

And we went to tuition like some dead zombie. I think I almost fall asleep but thank God I did not. His class was damn boring until at the end there is some challenging question that make us awake. But the next thing we know is he say 'so the rest you all try at home. See you all next week'. It is like so potong stim. *pahboh*. At the end of the day Sue's leg look like this. Due to her first time wearing high heels for so long.

Really lousy. I think that is it for my post. Will update as soon as possible. I am just so lazy to update on my Thailand trip. There is just too many photos. I am sorry. I will consider to really update it when I am super free. Chaoz.

There is only black or white in this world. No grey. In another word, there is only right or wrong. Never having half right or half wrong. But sometimes, I can't even differentiates right and wrong.

Mum's Bday.

2009-06-09T21:01:00.012+08:00

Well today is my mum's birthday. So me and my sis practically did lots of things for her. My sis even come back just to celebrate her birthday. She must be so touch until cry inside her heart already. But all this happen yesterday. Before I talk about what we did in her birthday, I am showing you what we did in Cherylnn's house first. This happened yesterday.

Went to fetch Sue at like 10.45a.m. Then headed to Chery's house with our breakfast. The purpose going her house this time is to do YE things. But we ended up eating and having MOVIE MARATHON. So upon reaching we started to eat the food we brought. Neither do me or Sue know, Chery's dad already bought us food too. We was like shock and don't know what to do. Then we made the decision to left the food Chery's dad bought for lunch. Later Jo come. And she right away started doing her add maths tuition homework.

So hardworking right.

After we ate and wash up, we went to parasite on the couch not bothering our main point being there.

Sue and her Harry Potter. And she is drinking in the morning. *tsk tsk tsk*.

Me and Chery on the other side. Watching movie and having our own sweet time.

Then at like 12pm, we felt hungry. So we went to dig in the food Chery's dad bought for us. This is what happen when we eat.

Candid.

They actually wanted to be funny and at the same time measure the blood pressure. But very obvious, both of the things failed.*laugh out loud*. Then we move on to continue parasiting on the couch. Sue cried watching The Chronicles of Spiderwick. She is so killing me. Then we linger and watch movie and also read magazines and also not forgetting, crapping all along until 6.00p.m. *smile*. After that, fetch Sue back then went dinner with mum and her friends in a Thai restaurant.

The menu.

Then we had a little video to see who is there. My sister will be the reporter.

Called quiet a number of dish. But before I can take picture of the food, everyone including me had already dig in.*shy*. But I have the before and after picture.

Before.

After.

While waiting for my favourite desert, we had a little cam-whoring moment.

We had wear our slipper like that for like whole night.

The sister.

Me.

The sisters.

And there comes my desert. After the desert, of course is the birthday song time.

Shall let the video do the talking.

Me, opening the box.

The cake.

And that is the night. But the next day, me and my sis with the assistant of Jamie hand cook my mum a dinner. This is the process. Only got few though. Was busy cooking too.

The desert.

Coleslaw.

Cooking the gravy.

Here is the product of it.

The fried chicken.

The smash potatoes.

The coleslaw.

The desert.

The pig face.

Well after all our sweat and laughter, not tears, and WALLAH!! DINNER IS SERVED.

Looks so good right. Saliva dripping.

The mother's plate. Special one. Not only look good, taste very good too.*perasaan-ism strikes*.

The so called cake of the day. It is almond jelly. It spells 'J-E-N-N'. My mum's name.

And that show it is the end of the post. I know is a long post and have like 3 videos, but I assure you, its worth the watch. Especially the first one. Laugh till you drop. Till the next post then. I am trying my very best to finish up my my holiday in Thailand's post. Chaoz.

OHANA means FAMILY. FAMILY mean Father And Mother I Love You. XD.

My Feelings.

2009-06-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder

Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts...
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive.
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things.
Have a heart and try me,
'cause without love I won't survive.

I am so sure most of the people thinks this way too. But to me, I survive this long is only because of God's love. And other than that, not much. XD

Work Day.

2009-06-06T16:37:00.009+08:00

Boo Chak!!

I know you people miss me right. Haven't been writing for a while. Had been to holiday. Patricia is currently searching for an island to land. And she is working towards it.

Saw that. And I am so glad to tell you she is reaching the island already. Its just right behind her.

She is still not picking up calls and replying messages because she is still very tired. But need not worry, she will be back tomorrow. And for now, I am showing you what she did the day before she went on this long long holiday in searching for island.

On last Monday, she woke up early and went to school for work day. She is second to reach there for Carmen is the earliest. Then Pn. Annie came along later. Well the latest was Jo of course.*laughing*. So upon reaching, she and Carmen have to move all the broaches and details of universities and also colleges towards the kitchen so that they could work easily. It is not only broaches they have to sort out, but it came along with dust that has been there for yearS. So I shall let the picture do the talking.

This is only part of the things they have to sort out.

And after nicely put in. There are more actually.

This is all going for recycling.

Having other works to do also.

Look at Jo.

And this is what happen during break time.

Laugh and jokes around.

And they get overboard.

Before Hui Mei left us there. Don't know what they are doing? Supergirls???

And they get crazy. Vain much.

And not forgetting me and sue.

And then we continue and get to work. Have to move everything from the PRS room to the library. Its like from one end to another. And that means bad.

Arranging the things nicely in the trolley.

And there we go moving.

Clean up the library shelf to fit everything in.

And there we go trying to fit everything in.

Round 1 over. But it is not the end yet.

Going back to take more things towards the library.

While they are all sweating like mad cow, Chery is here comfortably sitting in front of the computer. Working also but it takes less energy. Its only typing. UNFAIR. But they have fun with the trolley without her. *laughing evilly*

And after all the working, they had themselves clean and then move on to lunch. Pat has fetch all of them to lunch and after that off they go to Gurney. Same old boring routine. And in Gurney, Chery, Sue and Jo has left to shopping while Pat went to meet up with the her friends. Pat has went to watch Night At Museum 2. AGAIN. But its funny though. And after the show, they went to Coffee Bean to have a sit and talk. Then Jo, Chery and Sue came over to find her. And Sue bought this. Even after her meal in Breeks?? *tsk tsk tsk*.

Presenting, the Oreo cheesecake.

But ended up all of us share. Then the three of them left Pat and went to shopping again. But not long after that, they meet up again. Pat is suppose to fetch them home. But on the way back they had change their plan and instead of going home, they went to Chery's house. They had a nice talk about stuffs in life and ample of other things too.

One of the picture Sue took with Pat.

They all went back at 9pm something. Chery dropped Sue and Pat back while Jo's dad came to pick her up. It is a nice night though. And I think that is it for her day. Before I forgot, Pat is currently addicted to this.

It's nice. Well till the next post then. She will be back and blog about her trip in Thailand for 5 days. I am so sure the next post will blind you with her pictures. And I am very sure about it. Chaoz.

Sometimes life is just like the sun. Is this a sunrise or a sunset? We never know what is right or wrong in life. We just keep doing it until one day someone came and hit you with reality. Well it is just so not right to even deny things that is wrong by saying that it is right.

NIE video.

2009-05-31T21:16:00.004+08:00

Here is a little sneak peak of my NIE video. I can't upload the whole video because Steph have went to sleepover and cannot send me the full thing. So be anticipate. *laughing*. So here is the short clip. Part of the video. Have fun and laugh all you want. Staring Valerie and Ephraim.

They can be real good actor and actress. Enjoy the clip. The full thing is coming up real soon. I promise. =)

God.

2009-05-30T21:30:00.004+08:00

This is just the song that struck right into my heart every time I hear it. Its like the best. Sometimes we just take Him for granted but at the end all we realize is He is still beside us. To me, He is my world.

Was at Girls Brigade last Friday in the school hall where it left me, Valerie, Shu Ern and Megan only. We were all praying for the coming Religious Emphasis week. Just hope that we could reach out to more of them who still haven't open to God. While Megan and Shu Ern was praying, me and Val was in the piano playing and just singing to Him. Its just so good. How good is it if we could just praise and worship Him all the time??=)

NIE

2009-05-29T23:42:00.007+08:00

Hello people, Pat is back to write. Aren't you just so happy to be back to read more about my life. *perasaan banyak*. So lately have been very busy with finishing school works before holiday. One of them is NIE magazine. Had a lot of fun doing the magazine. There are also lots of ups and downs doing it too. But I think all of it is worth it. Even if we don't get the grand prize, I hope we at least get consolation prize. So here are some picture of the magazine itself.

Name of our magazine.

The front cover.
And this is the contain. I know,its not clear. But you can click to see the enlarge size. Its nice.
The team which is called 'Alpha Helix'.

So this is the project we made. But besides this, we have a video too. The video was about a good girl gone bad because the father died and there is no love in the family. I don't have a full thing now so I am just going to save it till tomorrow. Teehee. I know I am evil. Till the next post then. Chaoz armigos.

Sometimes there are thing that we better not know. Its better for all I guess. Sometimes a white lie is better than the truth.

Outing.

2009-05-24T20:57:00.010+08:00

So this is what I did yesterday. After a long time since I go Gurney with my friends, yesterday was a good opportunity. Not only did I went out with my friends, I also did went out with 4 trainee teachers. The plan was to get together and eat together before some of the trainee teachers go back Sarawak. But before going to Gurney, Girls' Brigade got a meeting held in church first. Valerie came pick me up at about 9am. When she wake me up earlier at 7.30am, I was so reluctant to wake up till 8am. *laughing*. So was planning about the coming up camp. Got one of Valerie's picture though. Her lazy pose. She is so killing me.
Then right after the meeting, Suan Hui fetch me, Val and Shu Ern to Gurney. Thanks Suan Hui. XD. So as soon as we arrive, we faster rush go buy presents. Shu Ern needs to get her presents for her sisters and at the same time we need to get a belated birthday presents for Jinq Wen. So we all split up. Me and Val went to buy Jinq Wen her present. Hope she likes it. *smile* And as soon as we pass Jinq Wen her present, Valerie need to go back already. Kill her, go back so early. So took that time in the escalator to take a picture together. If you realise, we are wearing the same colour. Its not planned.
And she went back. *grrgrr*. After I send her back, I rush to Seoul Garden where everyone meet and have lunch there. Was so happy to see Miss Wong again. She is still so cute. So here are pictures of us eating and pictures of foods. Will let the story goes on as the picture goes by. Because there is like 16 of us, so we need to split into two tables.

This is my table.

View of the two table.

Random. People eating.

The trainees. Mr. Hoo, Ms. Khoi, Ms. Wong and Ms. Yee is blocked. Candid shot.
Proper shot.
And not forgetting the couple shot. *laugh out loud*
And people who is there. Stepahnie and Min-Wei went out. Sorry didn't have a chance to take your pictures. No hard feeling.
Shu ern, Joanne covering her face and Yean Shinq being blur.
Cherylnn, Carmen and Sue Ting staring at nothing.
Pei Ying and Lay Chin.
Me and Jinq. Candid.
The proper one.
Honey dew ice cream and green apple taste good together. Suppose to share with Jinq.
And this came up. *laugh all you want*. Miss the moment in 3 Hijau went we do crazy stuffs together.
Before we leave.
Joanne, Shu Ern, Miss Wong and Miss Yee.
Miss Wong, Miss Yee and me.

Then that was our lunch. We have to rush to watch movie. We bought Night At Museum 2. It was still as nice as the first one. We bought like the whole row in the cinema. So fun. Its been a long time since that happen. So I highly recommend you all to watch. I especially like the part where the guy say 'The was to happiness is by doing things you like'. I totally agree with that.

So after the movie, we went to Popular. Did lots of crazy things there. Too much that this page can't even finish containing all the lame joke and funny things we did.

Then we proceed to A&W for a drink. Then the trainees came along after their movie ends. So we talk and laugh like nobodies business. Well that's what we do best.

Me and Jo.

And then its time to go home. GOTCHA!! It was suppose to be but then Joanne's mum bring us (me, Yean Shinq and Jinq Wen) to dinner in Ko Fu Loft. The used to be Food Loft. So thanks aunty and also Joanne for simply ordering stuff for us to eat. *laughs*. Then Jinq Wen went back while me and Yean Shinq tag along to go home.

Well that practically is how I spend my Saturday. Me and Jo had skip our Biology tuition for this. *haha*. I had lots of fun. Its been a long time since I spend my Saturday with so many of my beloved friends. It is mostly with one of two only.

So and this have come to an end of this post. Its been very long post.

Life is a road I want to keep going and love is a river I want to keep it flowing. Without love there is no life. For Love is the most important between love, joy and peace.

Sometimes when I don't show my feeling doesn't means I don't care. When I don't speak up doesn't mean its not important to me. Its all just that I don't tell and show it.

Barbecue at beach.

2009-05-21T23:28:00.008+08:00

I am now declaring that my mid-term exam is finally over. That means can burn all book. Well maybe not burn, but abandon it for a few week. *smile*. This is what I did even during my mid-term. Yes as you all know, I went barbecue at the beach with my sister and a bunch of friends from Kuala Lumpur. So this is how it goes. First we went to Sungai Nibong bus station to fetch ten of them and then to hotel to change and unpack. Yes its TEN. All cramp into my car. So there is a total of 13 people in the car. So you all can imagine the sardine pack feel. Then they check into Garden Inn hotel which is right opposite of my school. And without our notice its already like 7pm. So we hurried to the beach near Paradise Sandy Bay hotel. Upon arrival this is what happen. I shall tell you all as I show you people the picture.

First thing first, take out shoes.

Secondly, the girls went to vain as they love the beach. There is no beach in KL.

This is what the guys is doing while the girls is vain-ing. Not clear?

They are digging hole for as barbecue pit.

And they begin to start the fire.

Yay, there is a spark.

So this is our pit.

So this is what I do. Lay down all the food nicely.

Later did we know, its getting darker.

And its nice.

Well everyone got hungry after running around taking pictures.

They started off with sandwich while waiting for the chicken wings, sausages, wild mushroom, sweet potato and also sweet corn to cook. There is bee hoon also and not forgetting my favourite, MARSHMALLOW. *evil laughter*

This is everyone gathering around the pit.

Sadly the people starts to go away after they eat. Why?

Simple. Down to water this time. This is some Malaysia Next Top Model 2020?

Whoops, exposure. White shirts.

As for me, refusing to go into the water and get whole body wet, here I am taking picture of my foot print. Nice right?

This is so random. Was trying to see the setting and flash came by.

And back to the sand. Have some writing with sea shells made.

Lemon???

And later did we know, its already 10.30pm. And its time to go home. Pack up and went back.

So I had fun. Lots of jokes too. And laugh non-stop whole night. Well that's the night I had. Till the next post then. If I am not mistaken, my next post will be on my outing this Saturday with my school mates and ex-trainee teacher. Ya ke?? Ya lah...

Be thankful and grateful for what others had blessed with. And I am feeling very lucky to be blessed by the Lord with so many things to fill my life with.

p.s: What is in my blog remains here. Copying things and put into your own blog doesn't makes it yours. I didn't mean to offend anyone but if you are one of them, please get a life.

Story.

2009-05-20T16:33:00.004+08:00

Which heart do you think you would want??

Read and and rethink again. Found this story in the Internet. Some of you maybe have read it before but I think its nice. Well although it does not make much sense but think in a non-scientific way.

One day a young man was standing in the middle
of the town proclaiming that he had the most
beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large
crowd gathered and they all admired his heart
for it was perfect.
There was not a mark or a flaw in it.
Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most
beautiful heart they had ever seen.
The young man was very proud and boasted
more loudly about his beautiful heart.
Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of
the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not
nearly as beautiful as mine."

The crowd and the young man looked at the
old man's heart. It was beating strongly,
but full of scars, it had places where pieces
had been removed and other pieces put in, but
they didn't fit quite right and there were
several jagged edges. In fact, in some places
there were deep gouges where whole pieces
were missing.The people stared -- how can he say his heart
is more beautiful, they thought?
The young man looked at the old man's heart
and saw its state and laughed.

"You must be joking," he said.
"Compare your heart with mine, mine is perfect
and yours is a mess of scars and tears."

"Yes," said the old man, "Yours is perfect
looking but I would never trade with you.
You see, every scar represents a person to
whom I have given my love - I tear out a piece
of my heart and give it to them, and often
they give me a piece of their heart which fits
into the empty place in my heart, but because
the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges,
which I cherish, because they remind me of the
love we shared. "Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart
away, and the other person hasn't returned
a piece of his heart to me. These are the
empty gouges -- giving love is taking a chance.

Although these gouges are painful, they stay open,
reminding me of the love I have for these people too,
and I hope someday they may return and fill the
space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?"
The young man stood silently with tears running
down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man,
reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart,
and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old
man with trembling hands.

The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart
and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and
placed it in the wound in the young man's heart.
It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges.
The young man looked at his heart, not perfect
anymore but more beautiful than ever,
since love from the old man's heart flowed into his.
They embraced and walked away side by side.

Hope you all enjoyed the story. Will update about the barbecue I went yesterday right after my mid-term which is tomorrow. And that sounds V-I-C-T-O-R-Y.

Jinq Wen's Birthday!

2009-05-17T01:43:00.005+08:00

Well its 1.46am now. And I am here writing this post just to wish Jinggy happy sweet sixteen. You are now sixteen years old 1 day and 1 hour and 46 minutes. So yes, you are old already. *laughing* Well you should be happy okay, being old is good. At least you can drive first. Well remember to bring my go jalan-jalan k. So here are some pictures of me and Jinggy.
Those memories we all this while especially last year is un-erasable. It will forever be so fresh in our minds and its just like yesterday when we are still sitting next to each other and sleeping together in the class table. So once again

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN JINQ WEN.

Hope you celebrated it well. I am so sorry I can't celebrate for you, as you know we are all having exam. But the best is yet to come. Ngek ngek ngek ngek.

My current mood.

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

What a nice song.Bye.

Exam!!

2009-05-16T16:29:00.004+08:00

I am so sorry people for the lack of updates. But no worries, I am now here to refresh you people with my new post. Yeah. Firstly I have to admit, I am addicted to the bloody laptop. Life without it is just so miserable. I have spend most of my days with this precious thing. Well cut that crap. Its again EXAM week. I thought that pig would at least post up a 20 words post for me since I am like lost, but never mind. Back to the main thing. Many things has happened when my laptop is not here. For example, my sis is back again from Kuala Lumpur. This is what we did when she is back.

1. We went for coffee sampling together at Starbucks with Ruth and her manager.

My sister's hand. Pouring the original coffee.

The good looking jar.

The coffee.

And a cake to brings out the taste of the coffee better.

2. We went to watch WOLVERINE. The show is DAMN good. When I say good, I mean it.

3. We did charity. It so happen when we reach Gurney there is a Sony booth set up in front of GSC. So the sales girl came and approach us and ask if we are willing to give a picture. Every picture took, a ringgit will be sent to the charity fund. So we go for it. =)

Besides this 3 of my exam papers are over. Its Bahasa Melayu which is the most useless subject and I am weak at, Biology which I am no good at and English paper 1 which I have fun doing it. So let me tell you about my English paper. I am so sure that my teacher is going to roll on floor laughing when she read my exam paper. There are two essays in paper one. The directed writing is okay but the continuous writing was hilarious. I pick the question, If you were to given a chance to spend a day with a famous person,who would you choose and why? The moment I saw this question the first thing that came into my mind is PARIS HILTON. And yes, I don't like her. So my whole essay is like saying good things about her in a sarcastically way. I think my friend will think I am crazy because throughout writing that essay I am giggling. *hahahaha* I would try to post up my essay when I am really that free.

So that's it for my post this time. I will post more after exam. So the next post is going to be about NIE video production, YE production and also HOLIDAYS. Will be bringing along laptop to holiday. So I can blog daily live. Be anticipating to read it.*smiling evilly* Till the next post then. Chaoz.

The pig who just came back from Mount Kinabalu. Congrats. You and Jamie had make it a success to conquer highest mountain in Malaysia.

Bye bye trainees

2009-05-02T20:06:00.007+08:00

Back to blog. I know it is a little dead but then. This is my not so busy weekends. I think the whole week I go school and never study only. Its just a waste of my time. Besides add maths and biology, I partially like never do anything in class. The whole week my time in school is either spend on my Moral folio or my Chemistry PEKA or spend in Pn. Annie's room. Sad isn't it. So on Thursday is our trainee teacher's last day. So we did a cardboard for them. No pictures for this yet. Will update as soon as I got the picture from them. We even bought the three of them Secret Recipe cake. They are like the best trainees we have ever got. So here is pictures about the three of them and some true facts. *smile evilly*

This is Miss Wong. Her English name is Apple. I think she likes apple a lot. Well she is the cutest among the three of the teacher and she teaches me HISTORY. In her power point slide show or anything she give, there is sure this cute little thing want. Her voice itself is already very cute. Her favourite phrase is "Yea ke~~~*give you the sarcastic look*". Move on to the next teacher before she reads this and kill me.

This is Miss Yee. She is a teacher who don't really smile but she did a lot before she leave. She teaches me the most boring subject and it means more boring than History. She teaches me Malay Language. Damn right. Well she did her best to get our attention to listen to her and try to make her class interesting. p.s:its not working. *laughs* But she tried her best. So its good though. Move on to the last one. The most 'perasaan' one.

This is Mister Hoo. He is the most rude and doesn't make sense teacher on earth. In short, he so is just so perasaan and syok sendiri much. By the way he teaches me Chemistry. And he is not so handsome. If the picture above is covered on the face, I think it is nice. But with the face on, OWH GOSH save me. *get what I mean.hahahaha.* Cut the crap. Move on.

Us with Miss Wong and Miss Yee.

4 Science 2's group picture with the two prettay lady.

Before they leave they gave us this. The two girl teacher have make lots of effort.

They teach at least 90 students. And each of this have different name and different quotes and message.

Behind it. Aren't they so good?

So that was it. My Thursday spend away. So on Friday went out to Gurney with Cherylnn and Stephanie and she brought a guy along named Lawrence. Move on, we went to watch a show named Paul Blart- The mall cop. Its nice and funny. Should take a chance and watch it.

This is the poster on the cinema. So cute right. Don't you just feel like pinching his face.

Then after that, we planned to go to hiking on Saturday morning. But sadly, it rained. So hiking plan canceled. So instead of going hiking, in the afternoon, the plan change to go Stephanie's house. So this is what we do.

From dining table till the room.

Owh William, so obvious you aren't studying. The book is biology and you are doing physics??*laughs*

Learning Chemistry. *tsk tsk tsk* Behind the scene what really happen is, open one book and sms non-stop and also talk, close the book and say 'I am done. Next book.' *roll on floor laughing*

This is so obvious not studying. Even my book is upside down. No worries. This is just pretending and posing for the camera.

This is the real one. Was reading the drover's wife. Laughs.

What we did was talk more than read. And then we got so bored and went on for tea time. Then never get into the room again. Was stuck on the television then. *smile.shy.* Was turning the channel over and over till American's Funniest Home Video. Then laugh for a while and its time to go home. So that is how I spend my whole weekends. Will be updating soon. Bye.

*Just appreciate what you got. Don't matter is it right or wrong. Just make sure that it makes you smile from your heart.*

Busy Weekend.

2009-04-27T18:32:00.016+08:00

Hello people. Do you miss me? *lol. perasaan much* Well I am now back to update you with my weekends as I had promise in the previous post. So this is going to be a very very long post. Just bare with it a little. So I will start of with Friday. There is an orchestra concert at school. So went there, but sadly the hall cannot be used. This is due to the electric circuit's problem and all the lights can't be on. The only weird thing is the air-conditioner is still functioning very well. This problem have left the orchestra teacher, Miss Tan S.S. with no choice but to held it in the canteen. Yes you read it, THE CANTEEN. Funny isn't it. I think MGS is trying to have nice history. Partly I feel so bad for those who had buy the tickets which cost RM10 and worst is the VIP's who bought those whom is RM50. Everyone can just sit anywhere freely and no ticket check. The worst thing of the day is, the orchestra member is no even taking chairs for the guest to sit. Indeed, Joanne, Valerie, Jolene, Sze Wei, me and a few of other girls have to take down the chair. We pay to work. *laughs* Okay I shall cut short with the talking and go on with the looking. Went to fetch Sue Ting with Valerie along then to fetch Jeremy. What happen was we vain-ed in the car and also in the school. Everyone was so into vain-ing on that day. No idea why.

The ticket and flyers given.

In the car.

Once reach school.While I was busy tying Val's hair. This is what happened to my phone.

I can now vain. Yeah.

Environment of the canteen. People getting ready and 'settle' down.

Last but not least, group pictures. The happy F-A-M-I-L-Y.

Then we proceed to old town in New World Park to celebrate Min Wei's birthday. Well her birthday is on Saturday but we are all busy. So yeah. Things happen but its over already.

Me and Sue.

Then on Saturday I was so reluctant to wake up at 5.30am to go to Wave Challenge. Was so tired but I still make it there. *smile* Reach Balik Pulau at like 7 something 8 in the morning then went for the briefing and stuff. Then my game starts at 9:00am sharp. The worst thing is I don't understand why girl's captain ball have to be out in the hot sun and the open team get to play inside the sport centre. Dumb right. I have not much picture because I myself is busy playing. So I only took pictures after my game and the environment of the place. Not to forget, my team is called "MY FOOT". Nice right the name. Although we did not win, but in my heart my team has win with victory and pride. I am saying this not because I am trying to console myself but my team really put lots of effort into it and we played fair unlike some other teams who had play cheat by pushing and body touching and never even say sorry. Unlike my polite team which had been taken for grated and ended up all got injuries everywhere (only physical). *tsk tsk*

In the bus.

The environment.

The sweaty us.

Jinq Wen and Charmaine. Can sell it when I am in need of $$. (evil laughters)

Sunday is the most busy day. I was waken up by some message sent by my friend telling me that my Girls' Brigade Enrolment day starts at 9am. And when I read that it was like 8am already. In my mind was like 's**t'. Was rushing like mad person. But thank God I reach there in time, in fact I am still early. The previous night before I sleep I was praying for cloudy day. But the sad part was after falling in and when its time for awards presentation, 'Rain drop falling on my head'. We were still standing still and it was like so cool. Until after 10 minutes later only we get to fall out. So no prize presentation. I have no pictures for this particular morning because no phone is allowed. But when the flag barray is marching in the century, the song played by the boy's brigade band was so nice. They played 'Can you feel the love tonight-sir Elton John'. It was like a wedding. *inside joke.laughs*
Then we proceed to Queensbay mall for the Scavenger hunt. Got lots of sponsors from lots of shops and our main sponsor is the Chicken Rice Shop. So we were wearing their t-shirt.

My tag.

In the bus.

Waiting for prize giving.

Well I did not win but I had fun. Got to know lots of people. Right after that I went back with one of my Girls' Brigade officer, Suan Hui to her house and bathe. Then after that we proceed to dinner and to FGA for the Wave Party. Rocks to the max. Thanks Suan Hui. (smile)

Pastor Catherine.

Prize giving to Val's floorball team. Inne Bendy (floorball in another language)
The cup goes to Val's church. Terbanacles of Praise.

And thats how I spend my weekends. Till the very next post. It seems to pass very quickly. Sometimes I think 24 hours is not enough. But looking at God, I am sure there is a reason why He only gave us 24 hours. Everyone has their very own limits and they all need to sleep.

Have passion in life. Passion simply means wiling to suffer or to endure everything to the passion of our life. God has a passion in us.

P.s: Those who still have orchestra tickets please do not throw. There MIGHT BE a re-do of the concert. Its only MIGHT. Don't hope much. Till the further notice.

Chery's birthday!

2009-04-20T23:24:00.006+08:00

I am here to wish

CHERYLNN GARK.

Yes you are old. You are already

SIXTEEN.

Don't be so sad about it. So all in all I am wishing you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

So what we did for her is on Saturday we went for steamboat at town house which is in Macalister Road. So we sort of celebrated her birthday there with her. But only a few of us went. So who they are is Chery (the birthday girl of course),me, Joanne, Stephanie and Valerie.

What happen is Valerie become the chef of the day and I had so called become her assistant. Cool isn't it? So for now I shall let the picture do the talking for I am lazy to type.

Cherylnn the birthday girl.

Joanne.

Stephanie. This was really candid. She never knew I was taking until she heard the click sound. *laughs*

Valerie.

Not to forget me.

The pot where we cook.

The fast food we took while waiting for Valerie to cook.

The Chef of the day.

Some food that she had cook. The rest has been finished up.

So cute right the star.

But Valerie poke the eye of it.

Then Valerie came with a bunch of food and she finish it all like a COW.

Look at her.

And there is me feeding Val.

Then on Monday, we gave Cherylnn a bigger surprise. The surprise was, THERE WERE NO SURPRISES. *laughs* But we went for lunch in New World Park and Man Ying came along. Well no pictures for it because it is after school. So, no phones is allowed at school. As usual.

But on Tuesday we were all busy doing the surprise for Cherylnn. Me and Joanne was running all around telling the Mr. Hoo to help us on it because he is the only teacher that is so GOOD*ahem. killing myself to say it* to help us with Cherylnn's birthday. So he persuaded our teacher to swap class so we can use the projector. So we did for Cherylnn a slide which consist of a number of friends of course including me. In mean time to make Cherylnn not to suspect anything, so I had this little make up fight with her to get away from class. *evil I know.but I like it. hahahahahaha*
So when the slides was playing, there were three songs going along. First was her favourite artist Jesse McCartney with Because you live, followed by Because you love me by Celine Dion and last but not least, Lee Hom with heartbeat (xin tiao). She was weeping and crying like a baby. Well that's part of the plan.
Once the slide was over, of course there is cake. I came in from the back with the cake and Shanese sing happy birthday loudly then followed by more people coming in to the singing. So she was crying like even more when we did that. Have a short video of taking the cake to her. Credits to Mr. Hoo. Eh I not yet finish, not him, its his PHONE. *evil laugh*

What happens after that I have no idea. Was rushing to do my duty. I never even get to have a piece of he cake. *sobbing* So yeah, that's how we celebrate her birthday for her. Hopes she like it. =) Till the next post then. Will update three days in a row staring from Friday till Sunday. Friday is my school's Orchestra concert, Saturday is Wave Challenge and Sunday is Girl's Brigade Enrolment day followed by Scavenger Hunt in Queensbay in the afternoon and in the evening is Youth Wave in FGA. So keep reading for more about my life. =) Chaoz armigos.

Sport's Day.

2009-04-16T16:50:00.017+08:00

As I promise to upload pictures of Sport's day in the previous post. Here it is. I only got pictures of tele-match and cheer leading and some funny pictures we took during the process of preparing for our cheer performance.

Tele-match between houses and clubs and also society.

Went to school early in the morning just to tie hair and my word of the day is "STOP TURNING AROUND OR I CHOP YOUR HAIR OFF." Evil I know. *laughing evilly*

Chery again.

Look at Sue Ting. So cute right. She look like one of those Chinese fighter that have two buns on their head.

She had finally open up her face. Look at how hard she is laughing.

This is the end product of the hair tying and all.

Practice makes perfect.

Presenting *drum rolls* the MGS's Cheer leading team. *shouts*

Sorry for the lack of sound video. Will try to see who has a better video and re-update.

We did quiet good. Not bad. But due to its too fast with the beat of music, so we took picture outside again after performing in the hall.

Go M

G

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Last post. Isn't it just so nice.

Stunt.

One last shot. The jump shot.

That is all for sport's day. Then we rush to eat. There is not much food selling. So we only get to eat some food brought by home.

Fried rice. So pity right.

Halfway eating, Charmaine came to tell us to go YE meeting. *damn*

Jo and Chery, listening carefully.

Me and Valerie. Take this once the meeting ends. *yeah*

Then we all proceed to the canteen since we are going back late and the time is still early. So we did some ridiculous thing. Firstly, funny faces.

Joanne with me hand.

Me.

Sue Ting.

Cherylnn.

And also Stephanie.Then we saw our friend's violin. So we played with it a little. *smile*

Kill Sue Ting. *joking*

Then we saw the umbrella. 'I poke you ah.'

In Sue Ting's brain,'Give me all your money.'

*tsk tsk tsk* Sue Ting has turn in to a monster harassing people around with the umbrella.

Oh no, I have been infected by Sue's harassing virus. Die already.

So this is me and my crime partner. *mwahaaha*

Chery the intruder.

Rain drops falling on my head. *continue singing*

Shhh, don't turn Karina.

And not forgetting group pictures. From left: Bernice, Steph, Chery, Jo and me.

Another shot. Steph, Bernice, Charmaine, Chery, Jo and me.

So I think that is it for my today's post. Stay tune to look for more. Up next is that Chery Farm's birthday. I think. We will see her cook again in Town House. *yay*. So stay tune to read for more.

Every leaves in the tree will eventually fall. But the love in the heart will remain forever.

Y.E again!

2009-04-12T16:54:00.010+08:00

This is nothing new but nothing old too. Here I am again talking about Young Enterprise again. We had do some more work yesterday again. Venue is same old same old which is in Cherylnn's house. People who is suppose to be there is me,Bernice, Charmaine, Cherylnn, Joanne, Su Lin, Stephanie, Valerie and out of no where Sue Ting came without even telling us. So I reach there at about 9am and while some go at 7am and some came later after me. As usual, whenever there is a Young Enterprise work going, funny incident will happen. So I shall let the picture do the talking. Not only picture but some video's too.
Let me begin with working picture's first. Then only to the funny part.

Valerie working. Cherylnn working down there. While the rest discussing something else.

Me measuring. While waiting Charmaine got busy with the phone.

Let me tell you a story. There is this very 'SMART' girl who saw 100 plus spill over all the table and still yet to go near it. And so this is what happen to her pant. The very smart girl's name is Sue Ting.

She created her own fashion.

Here is a video of her moping the floor. Wait she is not moping. She is dancing with the mop.

Up next is what happen when we got to creative. As a Young Enterprise member we are required to be very creative on things. So this is what happen. We are trying to promote toilet tools or a new cleaning crew maybe. That what they call themselves.

The brand new Crew Pembersih. Direct translation, Cleaning Crew.

Here is a new sport which I think most of the kids know or we play it during childhood time. Its called 'Shoe Throwing'. So here is a competition between Sue Ting and Charmaine to see who can throw further.

Look at all the shoes they have collected.

Action. *shoe flying out*.

They even have a video of shoe throwing. *tsk tsk*

Then while waiting for our things to dry we went out to the playground. I know, I know. We are very childish. But its good to be small sometime.

Charmaine.

Me.

We had a short video clip teaching kids how to imagine they are on a motor a save way.

Then we went into the shade again.

Sue Ting got emotional.

Here is Jolene. She came after school with food for us. =).

As usual, we always have this moment. Its like have been a trend. Joanne and me.

Stephanie and me.

Me and Charmaine. I think this is the very first picture we took together.

Then we call it a day by clearing up and everything.

This image portray our hard work.

Then I went back home and found out my dog's hand is swollen. So it had been wrap up like a 'Ba Chang'(glutinous rice). The cause of it is because he keep on biting his own paw.

So cute right.

Went to church today, They had a skit on the the day Jesus rose. Then pastor Isaac was preaching about the resurrection of God and what he had promise. His action was so funny. I remembered the line, ' There is an earthquake.' 'Then the soldier quake too.' Then he was shaking around. *lol*. So I think that is it for my my today's post. Laugh all you want watching those videos. Took this photo yesterday. It look so nice.Nothing last forever. But never regret on the things that once make you smile.

Lovely Me =)

2009-04-11T04:08:00.007+08:00

Hey everyone =] I got no idea how to introduce myself to you all though.. Later I kena han tam by Patricia.. She say she will slap me when she see me next time already because she was angry then I somemore provoke her. LoL I don't think anyone dare to provoke her except me xD *perasan lebih* Well this is a post that I was gonna blog for her for a long time already but got infected by severe illness which is laziness x] Don't blame me lah, but instead blame the holidays that made me !! Hahaha

Ok let me tell you about my conversation that i had with Patricia
1st-She said she gonna explode like a volcano already cause of something happen but I told her I make a earthquake so that all the larva go down the slope of the earthquake xD
2nd-She said human also got limit one mah but I said human is unlimited but if if a human is limited means she/he built a barrier or a wall in her/his path just like a termometer. When its too hot and it reached onto 100 celcius and keep going it will explode mah so that 100 celcius is the barrier xD
3rd-She said only God that has no limit but I said God also got limit cause if she got no limit He won't send people to hell already right ?? Then she said God send people to Hell is because that they didn't trust in Him then I said No it's not cause that is only one of the factor mah right ??xD
4th-She is soooo gonna kill me when she see me in the future just as she said but I'll make sure it won't happen !! Hahaha =]
5th-For something that I forgotten and she *slapped her forehead* then I said " Lai let me help you slap your forehead* She said nvm already. Hahah Obviously she bea song me slap her already. Hahah

Oh yeah ! I got a picture when I went out with my friends on Tuesday and when i told her time she was like " Whaooo Finally went out before already ar ? ! ! " like I NEVER been out before nia =.= She pandang rendah kat saya ini !! Then she somemore ask me to go out walk walk and see what is happening out there and guess what I replied to her ?? I said " outside got cars passing by and shops and peoples and buildings " and know what she replied ?? She ask me to go count trees eh new flower come out or any new neighbour. Waaa Pat !! No need sooo detail kua ?? =.=

Ok these is the picture I took on tuesday. It's nice like I told patricia because of the furious sea waves =] I know patricia like it so I took it especially for her =] See I so good to her =x
so nice or not the picture I took ?? Sure she will say not nice one cause she always like to go against me eh Hahah xD

Patricia don't angry already lah =] See U always here for you to complaint on =] Oh btw, I'm wasting my game time now to blog FOR YOU ar !! I know you gonna feel honored and YES you should !! If not I would have gain more exp or gold or maybe even better a level on my game already loh.. Hahah =]

Ok I'm done here, I think most of you all have already got a rough idea on who i am in your mind =].. I still can't figure a title for this post lah.. Maybe I should just put the The Fall of the Raisen of Pat's Hahah. Nahhh that is too harsh.. Ermm or maybe I know it's wrong to say love love thing over here but I do mean it as in not the real love of boys and girls relationship but as a good family bond of bliss and love =]

A friend would bail you out of jail but, a true friend will say its enjoyable to be in jail with you =)
Hope you all know the meaning of it =) Byeeeeee =]
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Angry!!

2009-04-11T00:35:00.005+08:00

I am currently very angry after some reason. I am trying to express it here on what has happened but I don't think there is a need. But thank God there is always Ernie for me to express my feeling. Wait, he made it worst by making me more angry. But eventually things got back right and we crapped then. So besides talking to a person there is also ways for me to express my anger.
1. Go play badminton. Why badminton? Its because I get to hit the ball as hard as I want without showing any sign of angry.
Since its late at night now so there is no badminton playing for me. So choice one is OUT.
2. Go swimming. Why swimming? Because the cold water can calm me down. Besides that, I can also swim as hard as possible.
My house no swimming pool. So choice number 2 is OUT too.
3. Talk to someone. Why? Because they will give advises and tell you lame jokes. So ended up I will be laughing and not remembering the angry incident anymore.
Tried this method but very obvious I got the wrong person. *laughs* Just joking. Felt a little better though.
4. This is the last method. GO SLEEP. Why? I think all of you know. Because I don't have to think and I can calm myself down to think better.
Conclusion is I will use method 4 and shall go to sleep now. *smile*

Love. What is love? Check out 1 Corinthians 13.

Sport's Day.

2009-04-09T18:41:00.003+08:00

This will be pretty weird. I am sure everyone of you know the usage of school hall. But have you heard of school hall used for sport's day? This will be the biggest history to my school. WE HAVE OUR SPORT'S DAY IN THE SCHOOL HALL. Well of course not the running events and the outdoor sports. We have the marching competition, tele-match, cheer leading and some other events in the hall only. The reason why is because of the weather. It was such a heavy rain and as time goes by the rain got even heavier.

Then we got to go back early. Will update more with pictures that will blind your eyes. So this shall be an IN COMPLETE POST. Will COMPLETE it as soon as possible. Happy Good Friday Eve. =)